Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Whistle While You Work

Well, I am now in my second week of work and it is going great. Again, I have great employers as they are letting my get my strength back by working part time and of course holding my job for me through my crazy 9 months. Right now, I am working on small projects- stuff that doesn't have to be done "today." That way, if I am feeling bad one day and can't work as long, then it won't harm any deadlines. For those of you that don't know, I work at a law firm. Before I left, I was the receptionist, but they ended up hiring the temp they had so now I am an assistant (not a legal assistant or paralegal). I am still doing some of the same things, but sharing the other stuff with Tiffany (the new receptionist). She's great and I'm so glad she joined our little family. I really love everyone I work with. It's a great group.

Before I left, they sold the office we were in and were in the process of leasing a new office building. While I was gone, they moved offices so when I came back to work, it was to a new office and a new desk. It's very different than what we were in- a historic home, but I like it. I though you might like to see a little bit of my life...
This is the row of cubicles...there are 4 of us in this area. There are 6 offices around us for the 4 partners and then 2 extra for other uses.

This is the outside of the building (only half of it). We are in the far left building.

My desk. Normally, it would be covered with papers, files and notebooks, but since I just came back, it is still pretty clean. It won't stay that way for long I'm sure!


And for a little bit of other news, I was accepted to LeTourneau University's Bachelor in Psychology program. I'm very excited. I already have my Associates Degree, but I really wanted to go on and get my Bachelor's and Masters. I am hoping to one day do cancer counseling. I always loved when my counselors would come to see me in the hospital. It was someone who I could talk to about what was going on with me and they would just sit and listen to me as long as I needed to talk. I also think since I have been there, that I might be able to make others feel like there is hope. I know when I talked to other survivors, it always made me feel so much better and made me feel like I would get through it. I hope to give others that hope too. I also hope to be working with the Leukemia and Lymphoma society for the rest of my life! I'm also excited because LeTourneau is a Christian University so I will be taking the rest of my Bible courses. I start on March 6th, so keep me in your prayers as it has been a few years since I've been in school. All my classes are online, so that will help me out and I should be able to have my bachelor's degree in about 2 years! I'm so very excited!!!
Thanks for all the prayers and please remember all my friends I mentioned below. Love you all!

Update to the Power of Prayer Blog

Oops, apparently I received some wrong information on Claudia, my aunt's friend. As I know God knows what she needs and has heard your prayers, I also strongly believe in specific prayer, so knowing what is really going on is important. Here is an email I received tonight from my aunt:

Claudia has finished her second round of chemo. She was here this weekend for my valentine party, and ended up in the emergency room with a 7 mm kidney stone. So she went ahead and took her second round of chemo and reported to the hospital this morning for surgery to get rid of the kidney stone.
They have not told her that she has to have chemo the rest of her life. She is stage 2 and trying really hard to stay positive. Thank you for praying for her...God is giving her the victory everyday and she is holding on to that.

Thanks Aunt Flora for keeping us posted. We will definitely be praying for her as I know With God, She can beat it!!!

I HATE CANCER!!!

I SERIOUSLY HATE CANCER!!! Why is there cancer in the world? Why does God allow it? These are questions I have had for a long time, even before I was diagnosed. They just intensified since I was diagnosed. Today, Rob got an email that a friend of his from Chicago, growing up, lost her fight with breast cancer. I really and truly hate it. Why is it that some people live to have a great life and others lose their battle? Why does God choose to take some home and not others? Why do children get cancer? Why isn't there a cure yet? If we can put a man on the moon, why can't we cure cancer? This is the reason we are so involved with the Leukemia and Lymphoma society (LLS). They are trying desperately to find a cure. I don't understand it and I'm sure I never will. I know God has his plans for all of our lives and I know He is going to use me and my experience and I am so thankful that He chose me to do this.

Next week, we will be meeting with Tara from the Leukemia and Lymphoma society to try and make the East Texas Light the Night walk bigger and better and help get the word out. I will be able to sign up our team in a couple of weeks, so I am asking that you start praying about joining our team and helping raise funds for this great organization. The walk itself will be October 17th here in Tyler. Our team last year raised almost $7000. I was so excited and grateful that so many of you joined us and helped raise this money. I want this year to be better so we will be that much closer to finding a cure. If you don't want to get involved with LLS, then I am asking you to get involved in ANY foundation that fights for a cure for cancer, but selfishly, I hope you join our team. Keep checking in and I will let you know when you can sign up on the team.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

The Power of Prayer

Hey everyone!! Can you say that God is AWESOME? WONDERFUL? ALL POWERFUL? INCREDIBLE?, etc.? I know I can!!! I am so thankful that I serve an AWESOME God and that He loves me unconditionally and He listens when we pray. I truly believe in the power of prayer, and I know as my prayer warriors, you do too. It is ONLY through God and prayer that I am here today to write this blog.

Update on me: I had a doctor's appointment last week for bloodwork. All of my bloodwork came back in normal range...WOOHOO!!! -an answer to prayer :-). I also started back to work this week. Yep, starting to get my "normal" schedule again. My employers have been so great and are letting me work part-time for a little while to regain my strength, not to mention the fact that they kept my job available over the past nine months. I am working half days right now and I am hoping to go to 3/4 days by mid next week and then full time in March. Today was my third day and I LOVE being back at work, but I am worn out and very sore. I feel like I have been working out like crazy. My back and legs are killing me! My doctor said it will eventually work itself out so I am just trying to deal with it and only take pain meds when I can't stand it anymore. All in all, it has been a GREAT week so far!

Now, more on the power of prayer. Over this experience, I have asked you to pray for others who needed it. Some of these came through the blog and others through email. I would like to update you on them, so here it goes:

John Jerome:

I met Johnnie and his wife Karen when I was in the hospital hallway reading (I got bored with my room sometimes). Johnnie has myelodysplasia (MDS) which is a group of disorders in which the bone marrow does not function normally and produces insufficient number of normal blood cells (www.stjude.org). On October 30, 2008 Johnnie came in to the hospital for a blood transfusion. He developed some infections and was facing surgery. They had to redo his PICC line because of infection and was in ICU. He ended up not having surgery which was an answer to prayer and was finally released the day before Thanksgiving. I spoke to Karen tonight and Johnnie has been receiving blood transfusions every two weeks the past two months. They have exhausted the options at ETMC so now they will be heading down to MD Anderson for some experimental treatments. Please pray that one of these treatments will work. Through all of this, Johnnie continues to teach Sunday School at their church.

Su Su:

I also met SuSu while in the hospital. Our housekeeping lady introduced us. She had been recently diagnosed with Leukemia and had no insurance to pay her medical bills. She was released from the hospital in time to make it to the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society's Light the Night walk. At the walk, survivors carry white balloons. Well, unfortunately, I was still in the hospital, so I asked my mom to carry my balloon for me. SuSu went up to her and told her that she was very happy to see a survivor there. My mom told her that she was carrying the balloon for her daughter and SuSu said "you're Vanessa's mom." Mom was totally shocked because I had just told her about SuSu the day before. Soon after, I went back into the hospital and one of my nurse's broke the news to me that SuSu came in with neutropenic fever, ended up in ICU and lost her battle with cancer. She left behind a very sweet daughter and a precious granddaughter.

PapaDuck:

A few months ago, I told you about my friend's dad. He had some spots on his kidney that turned out to be a tumor. They went in and removed the kidney. During a checkup, they found some cancer spots on his other kidney. They are going to try and remove them by needle aspiration. Well, he had a biopsy and it turned out to not be cancer...YEAH!!! Please keep him and his family in your prayers as he will continue to have to have checkups and he is living with just one kidney.

Darlene:

This is an email from my friend Crystal so it's in her words: My aunt's name is Darlene. She just turned 50 and was diagnosed with breast cancer. She didn't even know she had cancer until she couldn't walk anymore due to the cancer 'eating' up two vertebrae in her lower back. The doctor and chiropractor thought it was sciatica because she has only been in pain for about two months and only from the lower back problems. No other symptoms -none! She has probably had the cancer for a while since it has spread. I don't have any details on prognosis but the doctors are very optimistic. She will start chemo after Thanksgiving. I think hers will only be one 4-hr treatment every three weeks with some shots and other stuff in between. One BIG additional prayer request- she has NO insurance. So please have everyone pray that the doctors will continue to have mercy and compassion and give her excellent treatment. So far it has been miraculous to see how her treatment team has been so wonderful and supportive and treated her like it's not even an issue. Also, last Monday she had back surgery to stabilize her spine. They put in some screws and pins and cleaned out a lot of the cancer from there. she is still recovering from that and has been a little down the last few days. she can't walk hardly at all because from not moving AT ALL for about the last 6 weeks there are NO muscles. (This was in Nov. 2008). I spoke to Crystal on Monday and asked how Darlene was doing. She said that it has been a complete miracle. They did a scan on Darlene and the cancer is almost gone. The doctor's say they can't explain it, but we all know what is happening. Please continue to pray for her.

Claudia Steen:

This is one of my aunt's best friends and one of my faithful prayer warriors. She was diagnosed with non-Hodgkin's lymphoma. I'm not sure which one, but they're all cancer. From what I understand, her treatment is going to be in the clinic every few weeks, but for the rest of her life. I don't think they have found a cure for the type of lymphoma she has, but with treatment she can live a long full life. She is so sweet and truly prayed for me through my struggle. Please keep her in your prayers and I will try to get a better update on her.

And for a new one...

Stuart Smartt:

Stuart and I have actually never met, but I feel like I know him and I keep him and his wife in my prayers every night. Stuart has also been diagnosed lymphoma. He is undergoing the same treatment that I did and he has the greatest attitude and love for the Lord. He just started his third round of chemo and has had a few complications already. Remember all the lovely lumbar punctures that I had to endure? I didn't realize how good I had it. Stuart had some issues and after numerous times of trying to get the needle in, they decided that he would have to get a port put into his brain for that particular chemo. I told him that he gave a new meaning to the term "chemo brain." If you would like to follow his blog, please go to http://stuartsmartt.blogspot.com/ and his wife Candace's blog http://candacesmartt.blogspot.com/. He was also told on Tuesday that he is in remission. I'm so excited for him. He still has a long battle ahead of him so please remember him.

Well, I think that is it for the prayer requests. Again, thank you so much for all your prayers for me and my friends. You guys are awesome!

With God, WE BEAT IT!!!

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Lingering Side Effects

The past few weeks have been an adventure. Not so much like the past 8 months, but still an adventure. I'm still pretty weak, but getting stronger every day. I've been trying to work out on the treadmill, but can only walk like 1/4 of a mile at a time. My feet and ankles have been killing me from standing and walking and my back is still hurting. On the upside, my hair has started growing back and my nails have grown back. They are extremely weak and break when I just tap them, but at least I have nails. Any ideas on how to make them stronger? I'm still not working, my doctor hasn't cleared me yet, but I hope to go back part-time in February. Still ready to get back to "normal" life. Thanks for checking in and I'll keep ya posted after my appointment.

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Ringing in the New Year

I had a doctor's appointment on December 31st, the last and final day of 2008. I'm very ready to get 2008 behind me and see what God has in store for me in the near future! All of my bloodcounts were great and even my platelets were up to 136. This appointment was perfect because I was able to say I was completely finished before 2009.

In my doctor's office, there is a bell called Robyn's bell. Each patient rings it when they are done with treatment. I was able to literally ring in the new year because of this. Thank you so much to the ETMC Cancer Institute for this sweet dedication.

The best doctor in the world- Dr. Lee
My nurse Bill
Me Ringing the Bell
The story behind the bell- Robyn's Bell.  This joyous bell is dedicated on the occasion of her birthday to Robyn M. Rogers for her personal courage and gracious support with appreciation from the ETMC Cancer Institute and the East Texas Medical Center Foundation.  For our patients- Ring out the bell loud and true as you celebrate completion of your treatment!  September 26, 2007

Rob joining in the excitement

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Merry Christmas from my family to yours!

Merry Christmas everyone! I hope everyone had an awesome day today with their families. I know that this Christmas was extra special for me and my family. It was so wonderful to be celebrating CANCER FREE!!! Thank you to each of you who have prayed so hard for me this year as I know God heard each and every one of them! I just wanted to share a few pictures from our family Christmas so you can see just how special it was to me. Thank you again, and please take a few minutes to remember the ONLY reason for the season, Jesus Christ! Merry Christmas to each of you and Happy New Year! May 2009 be extra special to each of you and may God bless you and your families!

Emilee, me (with my wig), Natalie and Rob

Rob and I in front of my parent's Christmas tree

I'm a Southern girl- is this how you are supposed to wear gloves?

Our ENTIRE family on Christmas Eve
from left to right: Emilee (top), Princess, Natalie, Me, Daisy (in my lap), Rob and Cricket (in Rob's lap)
With God, WE DID BEAT THIS!!!
(and will continue the fight for others going through this battle!)